I wonder why I want to do more and be more. Why do I want so much more out of life than what I have. I think in part, like Godin said, its what makes me feel alive. http://sethgodin.typepad.com/seths_blog/2013/03/im-making-money-why-do-more.html.
I wrestle like hell like Jacob did with not letting go until I find the root of my design, my true hard wire. What am I here for? Why am I here? You know the questions that make you get up in the morning, keep you driving throughout the day, and then wake you up only do it all over again. I guess I “charge” it or press the edges to try and figure it out. I want to feel alive. I don’t want to lose in a world that is fervently pressing the edges of change and advancing the human soul to new peaks. We live in a world marked by the fringe and I want to make sure that I am in the front of that fringe, or at least in pace with its current flux. I want to feel alive and I think the only way to do it is to fight forward and deny the innate latency that beckons us to fail.